Yep, my birthday is friday. i'm pretty excited. i am just excited about this month in general, so much is going on for us this month. we will be celebrating my birthday friday, then sunday is our 3rd Valentines day together! then on the 25th we will be leaving for our st george get away with chet and jory!!
somewhere in between all of this (i sure hope it's this month!) i think that tanner may be surprising me with a little question, asking me for a tiny life long and eternally after commitment. I would be lying if i said that didn't pretty much control my thoughts at all times within the last month or so. i have been waiting a little over two years for that question to present itself... i'm so so happy! i have no idea, i mean NO idea what his plans are. I always though when Tanner asked me to marry him i would know it was coming or that i would not really be surprised (but beyond excited none the less) but right now i am truly in the dark!
I am trying my best not to dissect everything and try and figure anything out... but i can't help it! he has done such a good job, little bugger. i have not done that great a job of not asking questions and fishing for answers but i'm trying to do better this week... starting today. okay? okay.
speaking of Mr. & Mrs. McLean.........
I'm wondering when it's appropriate for me to make a blog for "us"
i think i will keep this one, because i have done so much on it and that way i can still have my personal little online journal but i am sure you all are so excited to hear about the daily happenings, WOW battles, samurai sword buying, photograph taking lives of the soon to be McLeans, right? ha ha
I think as soon as he proposes i will start one.
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
anyway,
happy monday everyone
i hope your holding up as well as me... mondays are the worst!
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